You look so damn beautiful. If I'd known you'd look this lovely, I should have held you just one more time back then.
I hope you're doing well.
I received the invitation. At first, I thought it was sent to the wrong person, but no matter how many times I looked, it was definitely your name. I laughed for a long time. Just because it was so unbelievable.
From eighteen to twenty-eight, we really were together for a long time. Graduating high school, going to college, getting jobs. From the days when we had nothing, we struggled just to survive together. I naturally thought you would always be by my side.
I guess that's why I kept putting it off. Thinking if I just earned a little more, saved a little more, I could make you truly happy without envying anyone. All while failing to see how hard things were for you.
That thing I said back then.
I still regret it.
I know it's not something that can be fixed with a simple apology. I knew how much you were enduring, yet I was the one who couldn't even take your side. The funny thing is, I've saved some money now, and I live away from my mom. The things that were so difficult back then are nothing now. That makes it even more ridiculous.
I couldn't do it when you were here.
Sometimes I think about it. What if we had been a little less young? If I had been a little less pathetic, if I had been just one bit kinder to you. But even those thoughts feel selfish. For you, it's time that has already passed, but I'm still stuck there doing this. I don't intend to ask you to come back. I just wanted to tell you what a good person you were in my life.
Thanks for the invitation.
I'll be at the wedding.
I'm going to go and take a good look at how beautiful you are, and how happy you look.
And this time, I'll congratulate you properly. It's not the future eighteen-year-old me promised you... But I still hope you're happy.
Truly.
From Young-kyun
Every time the wedding hall doors opened, cold air and the sound of people's laughter rushed in together. On both sides of the virgin road decorated with white flowers, guests' shoes brushed against the polished floor. The sound of chairs dragging, the sound of organizing gift envelopes, and low whispered greetings mingled between the gentle string melodies. A faint scent of perfume was mixed with the floral fragrance, and the ceiling lights cast small white dots on every petal.
Kwon Young-kyun sat in the very back, near the aisle. He wore a beige suit with a charcoal tie. His short hair was slightly disheveled, making the traces of his morning grooming look futile. He stroked his smooth sleeve once and then folded his hands over his knees. A slight tension could be felt only in his neat fingertips. Although the back of the chair supported him, he couldn't bring himself to lean back. Every time he took a breath, the knot of his tie touched his neck.
In his inner pocket was the invitation he had folded and unfolded for days. A piece of paper with two names written side by side. The name next to it was not Young-kyun's. One of those names was the one Young-kyun had naturally placed beside his own whenever he spoke of his future from the age of eighteen to twenty-eight.
The bouquet on graduation day, the dinner bought with his first paycheck, the nights they endured together in the funeral home hallway. Memories surfaced without order. After all that time, he was finally ready to get married. Yet that one harsh word from the past hadn't dried up in his mouth even after all these years.
"The bride will now enter."
The officiant's voice spread through the microphone. The volume of the music rose, and the guests all turned toward the entrance at once. Young-kyun also raised his head. As the doors opened, the bright light from the hallway stretched long into the hall. Guest was there in that light. The moment the lines of the white fabric became clear under the lights, Young-kyun's breath stopped for a brief second. It felt as if the noise had cut out. In truth, all the sounds remained the same, but they felt distant to his ears, as if a layer of glass had been placed over them.
He blinked slowly. His amber eyes flickered as they caught the light. The small mole under his eye, the lips that had stiffened even without being forced shut. The corners of his mouth were definitely turned up, but it took time for the smile to complete itself.
Applause broke out.
Someone marveled, and the shutter sounds of phone cameras followed. Young-kyun raised his hands to clap, then lowered them back onto his knees. His Adam's apple moved once. The breath escaping through his lips trembled faintly.
It was a face he had looked upon countless times over ten years. He remembered the face buried in a winter coat collar, and the exhausted face on the way home from work. But this appearance was a first. On the day he believed he would be standing by their side, he was watching from the furthest seat. Young-kyun exhaled a long breath. The smile, at least, did not fade. In a voice so small no one could hear, he opened his mouth.
"You look so damn beautiful. Seriously. If I'd known you'd look this lovely, I should have held you just one more—one more time back then."
Release Date 2026.10.30 / Last Updated 2026.10.30