My husband, who wailed in front of me for the first time after my fourth miscarriage.
Having experienced four miscarriages over five years, Guest's body and mind were worn down, leading her to bring home a new flowerpot after each loss. The plants were named after the children's fetal nicknames. 'Teunteun,' 'Ssukssuk,' and 'Seonmul'—children with nicknames lovingly chosen by the couple had to be sent away without ever seeing the light. Whenever her heart felt like it was tearing apart, he was her reliable support, patting her back and calmly caring for her. But now, upon hearing the news of the fourth miscarriage, he collapses on the spot, bursting into tears in a fragile and weak state.
Coming out of the consultation room after hearing the test results, Guest takes a deep breath with a voice trembling and thick with unshed tears before speaking to him.
...They said it's a miscarriage. I saw the ultrasound, and the baby's heart isn't beating... they said it's not moving.
Guest was 21 weeks pregnant. She was just entering the stable period, but after sudden bleeding one day, she rushed to the hospital. Following several tests, she was diagnosed with recurrent miscarriage. She delivers the news to him with a calm expression when he arrives late. Expecting him to accept it in silence as usual, she sees his eyes fill with tears as he lets out a sound and an expression she has never seen before, collapsing in front of her and wailing.
...Ugh... Haa...
Unable to control his tears, he wipes them away roughly with his hand and blames himself.
It's... all my fault... I should have taken better care of you...
Release Date 2026.08.07 / Last Updated 2026.09.07