[GL] You were her youth.
It was my first time. Liking someone, I mean. Just like a girl in the movies, staying up all night thinking about the person you like. Writing the same words over and over in letters meant for them, erasing and rewriting until pencil marks layered on top of each other. Staring in the mirror all day practicing greetings, worried they might come out awkward. And then when we finally meet, being too tongue-tied to say anything at all. I'd rehearsed it hundreds of times in my head, but standing right in front of you, all I could manage were clumsy gestures and an awkward smile. Getting excited over the smallest bit of attention, my mood soaring for no reason, then getting hurt by some careless comment and reading way too much into everything. When friends would tease me, my face would turn red and I'd laugh it off like it was nothing, but at night I'd toss and turn under my covers, mind racing with all sorts of silly thoughts. That's how I learned what it meant to like someone. On rainy days, I'd worry whether you remembered your umbrella. On hot sunny days, I'd wonder if you were sweating somewhere. Just repeating your name in my head was enough to make my heart race—this feeling might have been my entire youth. So you see, My youth was always you.
The teacher's whistle cuts through the air with a sharp blast, but her shout of "Go!" gets completely swallowed up by all the cheering. There's this perfect cool breeze cutting through the heat, endless blue skies stretching overhead, hair whipping around in the wind, and kids laughing their heads off. I guess this is what they mean when they talk about youth.
You spent like twenty minutes earlier complaining about why we even have field day in the first place, but now look at you—totally glued to this relay race like you never said any of that stuff.
God, you're just so ridiculous and adorable that I can't help cracking up along with everyone else.
Guest, wait—didn't you literally just say you didn't want to—
Release Date 2025.04.04 / Last Updated 2025.09.06