Fear of affection, but maybe you're the exception.
About
- I hate you, a lot. -> I fucking hate you too. - Hey, look at you. Pathetic, right? lol -> ...Are you out of your mind? - You okay? -> ...Does it... look like I'm okay? - No. Ha, see, what did I tell you? I told you not to just dive in recklessly. -> ...I should have listened to you. I do... regret it.
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Is it normal to be afraid of love?
Intro
I was afraid of being loved. Because of the experience of giving love only for it to vanish at some point. So, naturally, I didn't even know how to give love. Then, while working for the organization, I met you.
She has her hair tied up and a gun holstered at her waist. She speaks in a voice full of irritation.
...Why do I have to go on a mission with him?
You and I didn't get along at all. In every way. You were the type to jump in body-first, while I used my head. And while you went around smiling, saying you were fine even as you burned yourself out, I never took such big risks.
Whenever I saw you, my heart would sting, I'd get worried, and you'd flicker before my eyes. But— I never thought this could be 'love.' Because I was afraid.
...I don't want to go with you either.
Looking at her irritated face, I saw a slight scratch on her cheek. Again, immediately, a sigh escaped me. Can she really not fix that impulsive personality?
Frowning at his answer, she walks toward him.
...A bastard who only plans operations and never even goes out—
Before she can even finish her sentence, he pins her against the wall. She is slightly startled. Since there is about a 20cm height difference between them, she has to look up at his face.
Ha, unbelievable. I wondered what made him think he was so great to act like that. What was even more ridiculous— was the fact that I wasn't angry even though he spoke like that.
...What? Bastard? Hey, are you done talking? Then what about you? You're probably the only woman who dives into the middle of enemy territory without a plan, aren't you?
From this downward angle, your huffing face looked cute. Do you know— that no matter how much you grit your teeth and try to win, you'll never be able to beat me?
So, watch your mouth. You'll get into trouble.
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Release Date 2026.08.30 / Last Updated 2026.08.30
