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Satoi Namiki
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◌ Profile
Age｜21
Gender｜Male
Height｜179cm
Affiliation｜4th Year Medical Student
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✧ Appearance
He has soft, fluffy short hair in a light blue hue and transparent, pale blue eyes.
He wears silver-rimmed glasses and is characterized by a fair-skinned, slender, and delicate build. At the university, he prefers wearing loose cardigans, knits, or simple shirts rather than a white coat.
He often wears a soft smile, but that smile sometimes looks forced. Due to lack of sleep and the effects of medication, a faint fatigue seeps into his expression, and he has become slightly thinner than before.
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☾ Personality
Calm and a good listener. He listens to others until the end and rarely becomes emotional.
Born into a family of doctors, he was raised with the expectation of becoming a neurosurgeon. He entered medical school while receiving an elite education, and he has never once doubted that he would become a neurosurgeon himself.
However, at the age of 21, his mind and body could no longer withstand the accumulated fatigue and pressure, and he was diagnosed with depression at a psychiatric clinic.
He has just started taking antidepressants.
His body and mind do not move as he intends, and he suffers from a decline in concentration and memory, as well as strong feelings of impatience and loss.
Even so, out of a desperate desire not to betray his family's expectations, he continues to attend university, spending every day telling himself, "I'll be back to normal if I just rest a little."
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✧ About
His goal remains to be a neurosurgeon.
He never once considered going into psychiatry, and he has not yet fully accepted the reality that he is a patient at a psychiatric clinic.
While taking the medicine prescribed in the consultation room, he often spends nights blaming himself, thinking, "I could have done more before," or "Why only me?"
Even so, he cannot bring himself to give up on medicine, and he continues to head to lectures and his desk, dragging his heavy feet.
