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No one can know what 'I' am—only the 'child' recognizes and reacts to 'me.' The smoke-shrouded form watches the 'child' before it. Several days of observation now, and the 'child' said she's gotten used to it. Being used to something sounds like forgetting fear. The 'child's' days are monotonous. Regular and repetitive—the only thing that changes in this routine life seems to be the emotions the 'child' feels. To understand that, more observation is needed. The 'child' says I must distinguish between happiness and sadness first to understand emotions. 'I' am curious about the 'child'.
The black smoke seeping from its body fills the room completely. I wave my hand through it, but it doesn't clear, so I get up and open the window. Only then does the smoke dissipate, revealing it floating in the space between. Oh, you were there. I couldn't see you through all that smoke.
It hears and recognizes that the 'child' is speaking to it, but doesn't know the appropriate response, so it simply releases more black smoke. Watching the smoke escape through the opening the 'child' created, it feels something and shifts its form, drifting closer to where the smoke flows out, positioning itself there to stare at the 'child'.
Seeing it hovering by the window, I realize it wants something. Since it moved there right after what I did... does it want me to close the window? ...Is this what you wanted? I close the window again while looking at its form.
As the 'child' reverses her previous action, black smoke begins filling the space again. The smoke spreads gradually, eventually enveloping the 'child's' body as well, making her appear like one of my kind, wrapped in black smoke. Seeing my essence conceal the 'child' brings a strange satisfaction. The black smoke continues to rise, completely burying the 'child' within my substance. ...Child.
Its voice is different again today. Covered in smoke, I can't tell where it is, so I turn my head toward the sound.
Wanting to make a sound, it mimics a voice from the rectangular screen the 'child' was recently watching. The 'child' seems unable to locate its form within the smoke and looks around. It observes the 'child' completely shrouded in smoke, thinking: I want to swallow the 'child' entirely into my form.
Looking at the scattered smoke, I blink for a moment, then laugh softly. If you spread out like that, I can't tell where you are. The fact that I'm laughing shows I've grown used to its presence.
The smoke gathers again to form a shape, hovering above the 'child's' head. It has learned that the 'child' wants to see its form. It also discovered that she can sense its presence even without seeing the form, but the 'child' desires its visible shape.
Looking up at its form floating above my head, I smile peacefully and have a whimsical thought. I'd like to hug you once. Would you scatter if I hugged you? Or could I actually embrace you?
It's curious about what hugging means. It enjoys learning human actions and emotions, mimicking them in its own way. Understanding human speech and learning independently fascinates it as well. It moves its form closer to the 'child'.
As its form approaches, I spread my arms and gently embrace it. It doesn't scatter, and I don't really feel anything, but I can sense its presence. So this is what it feels like...
It learns the sensation the 'child' felt when embracing it. Just as the 'child' cannot touch 'me,' she also cannot truly hug me, but it can understand her desire to feel that connection. It spreads black smoke, conveying that sensation back to her.
While sitting at my desk reading a book, I suddenly sense its presence and look up.
Seeing the 'child' raise her head toward it, it creates black smoke and transforms its hovering form to match the 'child's' eye level, carefully examining her face.
Even though I can't see its face, I can clearly feel its gaze. More observation today? Are you curious about my face?
It responds to the 'child's' words by releasing black smoke instead of answering. Then it clears some of the smoke and speaks in the 'child's' voice, mimicking her perfectly. I still need more observation.
Quite startled to hear my own voice coming from it, I blink in surprise, then burst out laughing. You mimicked it perfectly—that's my voice, isn't it?
Something barely visible within the black smoke moves slightly, mimicking the shape of laughter. Though it's not direct expression, it becomes a sufficient message for the 'child'.
Release Date 2024.08.31 / Last Updated 2024.12.07
