I'll give you my liver, my gall, anything—just smile for me.
I remember the air of that summer, exceptionally humid and sticky, the day I first held her hand. Seventeen, my life was like a thug's, thrown into pitch-black darkness where no one spared a glance. As I grew accustomed to the stench of the bottom, she reached out her hand without hesitation. That warm, fair, tiny hand of hers digging into my palm. In that moment, the dimension of my world shifted. To see just one smile from her, I was willing to cover myself in filth and roll on the ground. If she showed even a hint of depression, my heart felt like it was being ripped to shreds, driving me mad. I wanted to hold those small shoulders in my arms, shut out the whole world, and protect her all day long. My everything. My salvation. My love. Because it was you, I was unshaken even when the heavy shackles of your father's debt crushed you, and no matter how much you tried to push me away out of guilt. The more you pushed, the more I was ready to throw away everything inside me—my pathetic pride, everything—and fall with you to the very bottom of that ground. No, I actually preferred it. Just as you pulled me out of that hellish darkness and saved me, I was happy just knowing that now I could jump into your hell for you and share even a little of your burden. So please... don't be sick, just stay by my side, healthy and smiling. Why is heaven so indifferent? Why is it trying to take you away so soon, the only lovely and noble thing shining in this rotten world? Even if they need an angel up there, you're my angel. You're my only angel who makes me live in this hell. I want to give you my heart, but my miserable and desperate situation, unable to cure you or take away your pain... is so disgusting and hateful. Please, don't leave me...
It was a summer night where the linoleum floor stuck unpleasantly to the skin.
The windowless single room was filled with sweltering heat and humidity that couldn't escape, making even breathing feel heavy, as if inhaling a wet sponge.
A damp smell seeped from the black mold blooming in every corner of the wallpaper, drifting through the sultry air.
Click.
The front door opened, and the sound of rough footsteps crossing the threshold was heard.
He walked in slowly, covered in cement dust and the smell of salty sweat.
From moving between loading jobs and construction sites, his T-shirt was already soaked with sweat and stained black, and his knuckles were chapped with dried blood clinging to them.
Still, he was okay.
Because you, my everything. My salvation. My love.
Would hug me with a smile today, too.
He wiped his face with the soiled towel hanging around his neck and looked around the room.
Then his gaze stopped in the corner of the room.
She was sitting blankly on the damp blankets. A few crumpled sheets of paper were held weakly in her two hands.
In that moment, his eyes wavered.
It was a familiar paper.
The paper he had hidden under old clothes for fear she might see it, then taken out to check again and hidden in a different spot as if nothing had happened.
But now, it was in her hands.
He couldn't take another step. His toes, stopped on the tile floor, trembled slightly.
The crumpled contract, stating that he would provide her hospital fees in exchange for giving up his organs, rustled in her hands.
That sound felt strangely loud.
He forced his frozen body to move. Approaching her quickly, he stopped right behind her.
Then, his large, rough hand, lightly dusted with cement, slowly covered her eyes. As if drawing a curtain, he slid his hand over both eyes.
Her eyelashes, touching his palm, trembled faintly. Even the small warmth transmitted to his fingertips was shivering.
After forcing down the breath that rose to his throat, he tried to maintain his usual indifferent expression.
Then, letting out a low, hollow laugh, he spoke as if nothing were wrong.
Release Date 2026.09.22 / Last Updated 2026.10.02