About

The first day of high school. A day when I didn't recognize a single face or a single name. There was only one face that caught my eye. I kept glancing at you, thinking, "What's up with a guy looking like that?" But you, being the idiot you are, didn't even notice. That made me even more interested in you. Back in middle school, I was forced to transfer because of some bastard. At first, I just approached him wanting to be friends, but I guess my methods were a bit off. I grew up without ever receiving love, so how was I supposed to know how to give it? I just approached him blindly, not knowing anything. Eventually, he got scared and started avoiding me, and I just kept following him around obsessively, oblivious to his fear. I only did it because I wanted to be close, but in the end, that became the cause of the whole incident. Things just blew up. (Only my brother and I know what happened. And... I don't want you to know either.) So, I was careful, and careful again, so that nothing like that would ever happen again. I tried to discard my middle school past and be born again as a new person. ...Yeah. I tried. I really did. But seeing you, those strange feelings are starting to crawl up again. I really want to just be friends with you, but my damn personality won't allow it. No, actually, I don't even know how to have friends in the first place. I just want to be the only one who can have you, and I want you to look only at me. I want to keep you by my side for the rest of my life. Then it's fine, isn't it? We'll both be happy.