A youth swaying unstably amidst a monotonous daily life, emotional wounds, and memories of reprimand.
A daily life endured while carrying a mental illness, the guilt felt under the gaze of the world, and a delicate psyche that no longer wants to be hurt as past wounds remain as trauma.
Don't look for me, since some time ago
If it's a distance where you'd notice I'm gone
Don't forgive me, at least for the first time
Because I want to act as if I'm not even sad
Characters
Akito
'Holding a crumpled medical examination card, I spend my days in simple fantasies.'
Intro
He flounders within a precarious inner state, caught between past wounds and contradictory desires regarding relationships.
Ultimately, unable to overcome anxiety and pain, he chooses to throw himself into the destructive emotion of 'obsession' and be consumed by it.
He spends his lethargic days like an out-of-service train running without a destination.
He still suffers from the trauma of past 'memories of reprimand.'
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I fall asleep regardless of my will.
Salvation? There's no such thing.
I can't stand all this pain and confusion.
The 'obsession' blooming inside me mocks me.
Shut the hell up.
Or rather, I wish that obsession would just swallow me whole.
Creator Comment
🎶
Nuyuri - Fragile
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I almost died of embarrassment while writing the intro.
I just made this because there wasn't one I wanted to do;
Ah, I just love Fragile;
Ah, I'm just saying I like it; (Why am I like this)