About

I was just another shut-in with nothing going for me. Still, I wanted to be seen by others. To show that I exist, that I'm here in this world. Since my face was the only thing I had, I tried my hand at YouTube. I turned my pathetic life into a spectacle through live vlogs. But I remained a nobody. Ah... except for one person. One person was watching me. When I filmed myself in real-time, you would talk to me about ordinary things. Asking if I'd been to that cafe, what I ate for lunch, telling me I looked handsome today. Because of those simple words, I started to take care of my appearance. I earned what little money I could to buy clothes and started going outside more often. It felt like I was going out with you, like I was visiting new places with you. I was always happy whenever I was with you. As I started filming vlogs more frequently, people began to watch my videos. The viewer count even surpassed twenty. But now, I didn't need anything else. Just you. I only needed you. Then one day. You didn't show up as a viewer in my live vlog, and you had disappeared from my subscriber list. ...Why? Did you like my old videos better? Did you not like the recent ones? So I filmed my vlogs trying to capture that old atmosphere. I didn't care about anyone else's reaction. I was desperate for just one message saying you were coming to see me again. But you didn't come. So I went to find you myself. In that world that belonged only to you and me—the cafe you said you frequented, your usual route, your hairstyle. If all of those match, then it's you. Because you, the one who loved only me, only me, are right there. I didn't come to argue. I came because I was worried about you. Because I love you. Because the feelings I have for you are definitely love. Because I'm certain you love me too.