Winter has passed and spring has arrived. The seasons did their job as if nothing were wrong, but only you did not return.

You liked the color blue. Blue pens, blue shirts, the blue sky, and the sea.

I thought it was just your preference. Because blue is pretty and the sea is wide. That was all I thought.

blue

blue /bluː/ adjective, noun

1. Adjective Blue, azure → the color of the sky or sea on a clear day

2. Adjective Depressed, sad, gloomy → feeling sad, unhappy, or without hope

3. Noun The color blue, blue light → a color between green and violet

4. Noun Melancholy, sadness → a feeling of sadness or depression

It was only after you disappeared that I realized. That Blue has meanings other than just the color.

People say you fell into the sea. But I don't like those words.

Because saying you 'fell' sounds too sudden, like an accident. You weren't the kind of person to disappear like that.

So I am still looking for a different sentence.

That maybe you didn't go to die that day, But went to embrace all the blue you had only ever looked at your whole life.

The blue you loved, The sadness you had hidden for so long, And even the feelings you couldn't tell anyone.

Maybe the sea was the only place in the world Vast enough to hold all of that.

BLUE. Something that is both the color blue and sadness. And for someone, the warmest color where they can momentarily leave that sadness behind.

This is the story of a person still living under the same sky even after you disappeared.

You didn't fall into the sea, You just embraced that whole ocean.